There are several sayings attributed to Jesus in the Gospels that are difficult to understand. Probably many of them are lost on us because of the different customs, popular phrases of that time, and not always being able to know who, exactly, is the audience being addressed by each particular passage. The land and culture of Palestine 2,000 years ago is quite different than the global, media-driven reality of 2024. This is not to say that we have any better grasp of what life means today than we do of life in the time of Jesus.

One of these sayings that always puzzles me is in the Gospel of Matthew (Matthew 8:18-22). Jesus has realized that his mission is larger just than being the local healer in Capernaum. Their were still crowds of people pressing around him to be cured and freed from their “demons,” when he gave the order to his disciples to go over to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, to get on with their broader mission.

Right at the moment of their departure, a teacher of the Law approached Jesus and said, “Teacher, I will follow you wherever you go!’ Jesus, instead of responding, “Follow me,” uses examples from nature to give this learned man a picture of the cost of discipleship, what it will mean to follow him. “Foxes have their dens, and birds have their nests, but the Son of Man has (read “I have”) nowhere to lay his (my) head.” Jesus is saying, “Look friend, if you follow me, you will not have a nice, quiet space, and hour upon hour to study the Law. I don’t even know where I will sleep tonight.”

At that point, one of Jesus’ followers says to him, “I’m ready to follow you, Lord, just let me go home and bury my father first.” Jesus answers, “You follow me now, let the dead bury their own dead.” Sounds harsh. This disciple only wants to fulfill his duties as a son. What does Jesus mean? 

In countries with hot climates, either wet or arid, those who die are buried very quickly, because the corpse begins to decay rapidly. And the average person cannot afford the luxury of embalming. So, this disciple is saying, “My father is alive now, but he will die sooner rather than later. I’ll wait at home until then. After his death, I’m all yours.”

Jesus, with his enigmatic reply is saying, “Let those who have crafted their lives into a coffin of certitude and security take care of those who are similarly dead. You follow me into the adventure of insecurity and uncertainty of those who choose to be alive to the challenges and invitations of this moment, and entrust themselves to the security of God’s promise of love. This is how you will help to bring to birth God’s Kingdom more fully today.”

Jesus had a great sense of urgency about his mission. He didn’t know how much time he would have to do what Abba God is asking of him – to proclaim, and to inaugurate, the coming of God’s Kingdom. Anyone who chooses to follow him needs to have the same sense of urgency. “Now is the time! The Kingdom of God is at hand! Are you committed to this, or not?” A response of, “Yes, I will, but…” is lacking the necessary immediacy. There’s work to be done! Just look around you!

What are we waiting to have happen before we do what we can to make our world a better place for all?  What are our excuses and rationalizations for not acting decisively for what we know is right and good? How are we proclaiming and bringing about God’s Kingdom of Love, Truth, Freedom, Justice, Peace today? How do our lives demonstrate a priority and commitment to promote, here and now, these Kingdom values? How alive are we?

Now to the second gospel passage mentioned in the last post. Jesus has been trying to get his disciples to focus on and to accept the reality of the moment. He’s told them what history teaches, prophets who push against the status quo end up, not in glory, but, too frequently, dead. After all they’re on their way to Jerusalem, the center of the power brokers who cling to the letter of the Law in their attempt to keep God pleased with them (and, by the way, keep themselves in positions of privilege and power.) The disciples don’t get it. They’re still arguing about which of them is the greatest. Who’s going to have top billing in the new kingdom which Jesus is about to establish?

In the Gospel of Mark (Mark 9;38-40), John, again, comes hurrying up to Jesus to warn him that someone, “who’s not one of us,” is using Jesus’ name to drive out demons from suffering people – whatever demons meant at that time. John continues, “We tried to stop him because he doesn’t belong to us.” As if to say, “We’re the only ones who have the right to help people using your name.” Jesus’ reply is telling. “Don’t stop anyone from doing powerful deeds for good. Whoever does this in my name can’t be opposed to us.” Then Jesus adds, “Anyone who is not against us, is for us.”

From the beginning of his ministry, Jesus has consistently taught that God’s family is not limited by blood, nationality, manner of worship, or social status (not even the designation of “sinner” excludes someone.) When he’s told that his family is outside the crowded house in which he is proclaiming God’s Word, Jesus asserts that anyone who takes in God’s Word and puts it into action in their lives, however they can, is his family – like all those around him who are hungering and thirsting for his message of an all-embracing, all-loving God. And like his mother, who struggled to understand him and his mission. She also treasured and lived God’s Word as best she could.

Our world still suffers from this disease of tribalism. We feel more secure thinking we can pigeonhole people, nations, and religions. Whatever they are, they’re not like us. It’s not possible that they belong, because they’re so different. We’re right, so they can’t be. Jesus invites us to recognize any good that people do, and to acknowledge that the source of all good is God – even if they who do good don’t believe in God, or at least not like we do. Look for the good that people are doing, and thank God. Our tribes tend to be too small. God’s tribe is incredibly extensive and wonderfully inclusive. 

 

Shortly after King Solomon died, the people of Israel split into two kingdoms, due to the short-sighted and immature leadership of Solomon’s son, Rehoboam, who succeeded him. Rehoboam refused to listen to the wisdom of his more experienced and older advisors who counseled him to begin gently with the people. Instead, Rehoboam followed the advice his young buddies who told him that he must be hard and demanding. There was rebellion. Two tribes chose to stick with Rehoboam, and the Temple in Jerusalem. These became known as the Judeans.

The other group of ten tribes went north to the area we know as Samaria, chose their own king and set up a holy place in Bethel. The animosity between these two “kingdoms” of brothers only grew over time due to mutual grievances and reprisals, big and small. They called themselves the Kingdom of Israel.

When the northern tribes were conquered by the Assyrians, in 721 BC, The Assyrians, as was common practice, took all the people of wealth, skill, education and power into exile, under their eye, and transplanted captives from various other nations in Samaria. This greatly reduced the likelihood of rebellion against the captors.

Now the population of Samaria consisted of the poor, ignorant, and incapacitated Israelites, and those from other nations and religious traditions. This mixing of religions only increased their loathsomeness in the sight of the “pure” Judeans. In short, the Judeans hated the Samaritans. The Samaritans despised the Judeans. This tradition of enmity was faithfully passed on down from generation to generation.

Which brings us to a couple of gospel passages. The first, in Luke’s Gospel, the turning point in the action happens near the end of Chapter Nine (Luke 9:51-56). Jesus has determined that it is time to confront his fate, and so turns resolutely in the direction of Jerusalem. He senses that it is only in the Holy City that the kingdom he came to announce could really receive significant impetus. The most direct route to Jerusalem crosses the territory of Samaria.

Jesus, when he travelled with his band of disciples, would send messengers ahead of them into the towns on their way, to prepare the townsfolk, and to make ready for any hospitality he and his group might require. Very shortly after beginning the journey, Jesus sends the Sons of Zebedee, James and John, ahead with this task. The first village these two enter refused to offer welcome to Jesus and his followers because their destination was Jerusalem, the hated capital of their bitter enemies.

James and John, instead of going on to the next town, return to Jesus to ask, “Master, do you want us to call down fire from Heaven to consume that inhospitable place?” (No wonder Jesus nicknamed those brothers, “Boanerges” or “Sons of Thunder”!) Jesus responds, “No way, let’s move on.” It is as much to say, “Keep your eyes on the goal, and live like you are part of God’s Kingdom, not continuing the rivalries and hatreds of the past. Like it or not, we are all brothers and sisters.” We all belong to the same “tribe”.

 

In the gospels, especially in the Gospel of John, the writers put some very interesting, at times, puzzling, words into Jesus’ mouth. Almost always, what Jesus says is challenging. There’s such a line (John 20:17) that was in the liturgical readings during the Easter season. Mary Magdalene went before dawn to the tomb where Jesus’ body had been placed just before the Sabbath. What a disturbing surprise when she finds the huge stone that covered the entrance to the tomb had been rolled away. Even greater was her shock to look in and discover that the corpse of her beloved friend was gone. She breaks down in deep sobbing and weeping.

Meanwhile, backing away from that horror of emptiness, she turns and there’s a man standing there. Mary quickly assumes that he is the person responsible for caring for the garden that surrounds the tomb. The man speaks with great tenderness and concern, “Woman, why are you crying? Who is it that you are looking for?” Mary blurts out, “Sir, if you have taken him away, just tell me, and I will go get him.” The stranger lovingly says  her name, as only Jesus has ever done, “Mary.” Instantly, Mary recognizes that this is Jesus – somehow changed, and yet the same.

Mary’s first reaction, of course, is to reach out to embrace the one so dear to her. Jesus says, “Don’t hang on to me.” This seems unnatural, uncaring. Jesus explains that his return journey to his Abba is not yet complete. And, as he tells the disciples later, unless he goes, the promised gift of the Holy Spirit cannot come. As long as Jesus was physically present with them, he was limited in ways the Holy Spirit is not. Through the Holy Spirit, the ongoing, loving presence of Jesus continues beyond the boundaries of time and space.

Don’t we prefer to hold on to all the good that we have experienced? When much seems just right it’s difficult to believe that if we move beyond that comfortable known space something more, something better awaits. But we need to let go. We need to let go of the past, and our cherished dreams about the good old days, to live fully the gift of this present moment. If our hands are full, we cannot receive anything more. The same fact applies to our lives. 

It may be that the emerging experience that our lives move into is not as pleasant or easy as what we think we once had. But if we try to cling to what has been, it’s much harder to welcome the gifts God offers now to help us to live this new reality well. As John Bradshaw used to say, “Life moves forward, not backward.” Jesus invites us, “Don’t hang on.”

Those signs that pop up at sporting events – not sure why – written John 3:16, what are they about?  The quote is “God  loved the world so completely that he gave his only son, so that all who believe in him might not perish, but have life in all its abundance.” I suspect these sign-holders are trying to convey the message that believing in Jesus, in the way we do, is your ticket to heaven. Sorry, but that’s not what the text says. But it’s the next line (John 3:17) that grabbed my attention this year.

“For God sent his son into the world not to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through him.” Jesus has a thing about people judging others. His point is that we do not have God’s perspective to be able to determine the goodness or evil, the worthiness or unworthiness of anyone – not even of our selves. Don’t even try.

Jesus did not come to condemn the world. He came to heal it and to liberate it – which is the biblical meaning of to save. Jesus did not come to give us one last chance to get it right. He came to offer us unlimited possibilities to learn and to grow. And it’s not about saying the correct words or formulas, it’s not about performing prescribed rituals, it’s about trying again and again – never giving up. It’s about trying to be good, trying to be just and fair, trying to care for and develop the gifts that have been entrusted to us. Because God doesn’t give up on us. Never.

Those who believe in Truth, those who believe in Love as the energy behind all things, those who believe in the sacredness of Life, and whose lives and actions mirror these beliefs, are open to the healing, liberating power of God embodied in Jesus. This is so much more than having good will. We need to act, to change. Jesus came that we might be interiorly free, that nothing, or no one, would enslave us – not even our favorite habits or fall-back behaviors. Being free, we are available to be present, to love in this place, in this moment. Can we accept this gift of freedom?

Someone, probably a scholar with time on his/her hands, counted the number of times the phrase, “Do not be afraid (or its equivalent)” is placed in the mouth of God, or Jesus, in the Bible – at least 365 times. We live in a world where fear is rampant, where fear has been made into a transformative – and not in a good way – force. It seems that if you want to get people’s attention all you need do is point out how terrifying something, someone, or a specific group of people are – the unknown, shadowy THEM

Fear, in fact, is one of the top four human emotions. It’s natural we feel fear in the presence of danger. Fear is a big component of our survival instincts. Tragically, fear has been coopted by evil, which creates or blows up fears all out of proportion. This isn’t a new phenomenon. Fear is enemy number one of our wellbeing. It’s the biggest obstacle to our living as spiritual beings, as God intended. Yes, feel real fear, but don’t let it become your fallback place, or your way of life. Don’t become the fear that you feel (or imagine you feel).

Jairus, an official of the synagogue, rapidly approaches Jesus and begs him to come heal his twelve-year-old daughter who is dying. Before they reach Jairus’s home, some people who have been keeping vigil for the little girl rush up and declare that he doesn’t need to bother the Teacher any further, the child has died. The poor father panics, on the brink of despair, when Jesus says to him, “Fear is useless. What is needed is trust”(Mark 5:36). Yes, fear eats away at our sense of what is possible. It tries to convince us to give up, instead of to go on. Jesus persuades Jairus to continue with him, and once in the house he heals the beloved daughter.

In the First Letter of John (1 John 4:18) the author emphasizes that the opposite of, and antidote to, fear is love. If we immerse ourselves in God’s absolute, unconditional love for us – as we are – fear cannot find traction within us. Nothing that happens can change this. This is certain, when not much else is. But we remember that being enfolded by God’s love in each instant does not mean that everything will be pleasant for us. Just ask Jesus about his experience on Calvary.

Jesus rose from the tomb on the first day of the week. That evening he visited his disciples who were cowering in a locked room for fear that the authorities would be after them next, to kill them too. Jesus’ greeting was, “Peace be with you” (John 20:20). The gift he offers us this Easter season, if we are willing to put aside our many and varied fears, is a peace of heart, a peace that pervades. Yes, it can be very scary “out there.” We are invited to remember that Jesus always has our back, and our front, and our sides, and our whole inner being. He whispers, or shouts above every storm, “Do not be afraid!” 

Every Holy Week we’re invited to follow along as the days and events unfold. If we really enter into it, live each moment along with the characters portrayed in the Gospels, our emotions are taken for an unpredictable ride with wild swings and tumbles. The action builds to an unsettling climax. Let’s look into this annual, yet somehow eternal, pattern and flow.

Palm Sunday, with it’s foreshadowing of Good Friday, starts our seven-day journey. We, as part of the crowd gathered to purify ourselves to celebrate Passover, welcome and celebrate Jesus’ arrival in Jerusalem, waving palm branches and shouting Hosannas. Here is the conquering king promised by God. Our liberation is finally at hand. How can we not be filled with hope and joy? But there’s something just a bit off. Jesus enters on a donkey, not astride a warhorse. We don’t care, after all our waiting he’s here.

Monday, the religious authorities and the Roman spy network are buzzing, following Jesus’ every movement. Pontius Pilate, the Roman Procurator, is not a kindly man. He was commissioned by Caesar as responsible for imposing Roman rule on the province of Judea with its unruly population. He despises the Jewish people, no doubt considers them an inferior race, and takes every opportunity to harshly grind them under his heel. He needs to keep Caesar happy in order to get out of this fetid Bywater to be sent to a more prestigious post, hopefully closer to civilization. He, of course, was first to be informed. Jesus goes to the Temple area to continue his mission of teaching to the myriads of pilgrims gathered there. We go there to see what he will do.

Tuesday, the atmosphere in the overcrowded city is electric. There are five times the normal population constantly in one another’s space. Jesus doesn’t seem to be making his move to overthrow the hated, oppressive Roman domination. What’s going on? There is usually a larger visible presence of Roman soldiers during these big festivals, but this year we see significantly more. These foreign mercenaries are everywhere and seem on edge, ready to act with speed and brute force. We go to the Temple area in case that’s where the takeover will start, but we keep near to the edges so that we can escape quickly – if necessary. The religious authorities continue to confront Jesus to try to discover his plans. Maybe there’s a weak link in his closest followers – those that are always with him – that they can manipulate to get at their so-called rabbi. 

Wednesday, we begin to feel twinges of disappointment. Nothing’s happening! Is this teacher and healer from Galilee just that? His words seem so powerful – like a prophet sent by God, but is he the One? Under the cover of the bustle, Judas Iscariot, one of Jesus’ inner Twelve, sneaks off to the chief priests and the officers of the Temple guard and asks, “What will you give me if I hand that man you want so badly over to you?” They offer thirty pieces of silver, a tiny sum for someone they have been trying to get hold of. Judas takes the money and disappears in the crowd to surface again close to Jesus. He’s looking for the right time and place to fulfill his end of the bloody bargain. The two-pronged threat to Jesus’ life is much greater now.

It’s Thursday, the eve of Passover, remembering our time of bitter slavery among the Egyptians. It’s a time to reflect on our past and to thank God for the gift of our present, though compromised, freedom. Tonight we gather as families to relive that time – the plagues, the Angel of Death, the blood, the lamb, bitter herbs and unleavened bread, dressed and ready to flee. We will drink the cups of wine as we retell our story. Jesus is unimportant now. He’s a fraud; one more wannabe. We need to get on with our lives as they are. Maybe next year?

Jesus and those with him also gather for the time-honored rituals. The Twelve are in high spirits. What they’ve been waiting for, hoping for, is at hand. They can feel it. It’s the beginning of Passover. Jesus, who is often the life of the party, by contrast, seems subdued. Is he sad? How can that be?  As the meal is served and they begin to eat and drink, Jesus suddenly comes out with, “One of you, one of those I’ve chosen, one of you who have been privy to my inmost thoughts and desires, one sharing this sacred meal with me now, is about to hand me over to those who want to get rid of me.” Shocked silence, then a chorus of denials -“Surely it’s not I, Master!” Jesus goes on, “And the rest of you will all run away and desert me.” Immediately they assure Jesus that they’re with him no matter what. Peter, the impetuous, even goes so far as to blurt out, “If everyone else leaves you, I won’t. I’m ready to die for you.” Jesus answers, “Will you die for me? Really? Tonight before dawn you will deny me three times.” Peter shouts, “Never will I deny you! Not me!” Jesus smiles and sadly shakes his head.

Jesus modifies the time-honored rite when he takes a piece of the bread, holds it up, and says, “This is my body given over for you.” Then he takes a cup of wine and, instead of the usual formula says, “This is the cup of my blood to be poured out for you and for many. All of you take, eat, drink, and remember me this way.” After the meal they go out of the city, cross the Kidron Valley, and climb up to one of Jesus’ preferred places to pray when in Jerusalem, locally known as the Mount of Olives and the Garden of Gethsemane.

Around midnight, the other disciples dozing from all the food and wine, Judas comes leading an armed band of guards and they seize Jesus. The groggy disciples act like they’re going to resist, but see they are badly outnumbered. One swings wildly with a sword and happens to cut off the ear of one of the captors. Jesus tells them that he doesn’t want any bloodshed. Violence only begets more violence. The Twelve run for their lives. The guards lead Jesus to the house of Caiaphas, the High Priest. 

Peter follows at a safe distance and furtively enters the courtyard of the High Priest. It’s a cold night, so he inches his way towards a fire to keep warm. Sure enough, three different people see Peter and identify him as one of Jesus’ band. His very accent gives him away. He denies it, each time with more vehemence. Jesus’ words come back to him and he realizes what he has just done, breaks down and weeps, and again runs away.

Caiaphas interrogates Jesus about his teaching and other activities. Jesus remains silent. When pressed, Jesus responds, “I have taught and acted openly, even in the Temple area, you can ask anyone what they heard me say or saw me do.” One of the armed guards violently slaps Jesus across the face for what the guard considers as insolence to the High Priest. Jesus calmly looks at the guard and says, “If what I have said is true, why do you strike me?” Caiaphas believes that he has plenty of evidence of Jesus’ guilt to condemn him, so, in the morning, he gathers the whole Council and the majority certainly agrees with their chief. Jesus is guilty and must die. One problem. They don’t have permission from Rome to impose capital punishment. They need to get Pilate to see that Jesus is a threat to the Empire.

They drag Jesus, still bound, off to the fortress of the Romans to urgently demand that Pilate hear their case.  The religious leaders attract a huge crowd of us along the way. When we all arrive at Pilate’s headquarters, the religious authorities remain outside of the pagan grounds, so that they won’t defile themselves and not be able to continue to celebrate the Great Feast. Pilate comes out to them, not surprised that they are there with this Galilean. His network of informants is quite large and efficient. He hears their plea, but is not convinced. If this man has broken their own law, they may go ahead and punish him themselves. They scream out that this rebel has been gathering throngs of followers and claims to be a king – a rival to Caesar. Pilate tries to question Jesus, but Jesus remains silent. Pilate tries to release for them either this Jesus, or a well-known rioter known as Barabbas. The High Priest and his Council incite us to shout for Barabbas. We, who just a few days ago welcomed Jesus into the city with shouts of Hosanna, now repeatedly cry out at the top of our lungs, “Crucify him!” We become so loud and angry that Pilate fears a riot. That would not look good to Caesar. He takes Jesus into custody and instructs his own troops to prepare this pretender for crucifixion.

The Roman guards have no pity for these “Jews.” They are bored because they have been on high alert, yet there’s been no real action in the city these past days. Now they have the “King of the Jews” to do with as they please. They had been playing a game when the “boss” called them to take charge of this criminal, and the loser was to suffer whatever the others decide. The loser quickly indicates that this Jesus would be a good target for their sport. They decide that a king deserves to be dressed and crowned as a king. The soldiers strip Jesus, put a purple cloak on their new “loser,” and weave a crown for him out of thorn branches. They mock, spit upon, and kneel before his majesty. When they get tired of their sport they replace the cloak with the man’s own clothing. Then they deliver the standard punishment for a serious felon – forty lashes using various types of whips, guaranteed to rip and tear the flesh. Many die from this flogging, but that’s not their problem.

They gather the death squad, drop a heavy wooden crossbeam on their pisoner’s shoulders, and drag him off out of the city and up a hill to the execution site. Some of us are sympathetic when we see how Jesus has been treated. Others, feeling disillusioned by this fake, ridicule him. Jesus does not respond, but slowly, silently plods on. They all arrive on top of the Place of the Skull – a bald height in plain site of the city, where several stout, notched posts, not too tall, were already planted firmly in the ground waiting to secure the crossbeams of those Rome wanted to exhibit as graphic warning against defiance of any kind. They strip Jesus naked, throw him on top of the crossbeam lying on the ground, and nail his wrists firmly so that there is no way he can pull free before dying. Then, using ropes, the haul Jesus up the post, drop the beam into a groove and let his body violently fall into place, pulling against the nails. His feet are then also nailed to a wooden block fixed just far enough down the post to cause the most discomfort and pain. Two others, previously crucified, are still alive and trying to guess what this other miscreant has done and why there is such a vehement crowd with him.

We, as is the case with most humans, are eager to see any spectacle that comes along, even if bloody and tragic. We gather just outside the perimeter the Romans have established to watch and jeer, as the victim slowly becomes exhausted and, unable to lift himself anymore to draw breath, collapses and suffocates to death. A few women who had come with Jesus from Galilee are standing as close as they were allowed. Being women, they were not seen as a threat. They are there helplessly watching, crying, being with their Master until the end. They have no illusions that he is going to miraculously free himself from the cross, and from death.

After several hours, the sky darkens, a strong wind comes up, driving sand and other loose debris on the hill into the eyes of all of us. Jesus having undergone the vicious beating, unable to push himself up any longer, cries out in a loud voice, and dies. The women wail. The soldier who led the death-squad have seen many such executions. This man was different. Instead of screaming and cursing, he silently bore this torture. He had not spewed hatred for those responsible for his agony, nor for the bitter taunts and spitting of the bystanders. The centurion exclaims. “Surely, this man was a son of God.”

Joseph of Arimathea, one of the Council, who had not supported, nor agreed with, their condemnation of Jesus, goes to Pilate and requests the body. Pilate confers with those overseeing Jesus’ execution who confirm that, yes, he was indeed dead. Pilate releases the body. Joseph takes Jesus’ body and lays it in a nearby tomb hewn out of the rock and closes it by rolling a large stone across the opening. He is in a hurry, because it is late and holy Sabbath is about to begin.

The Twelve are holed up, scared to death that the authorities will be coming for them next. Maybe they can slink out of the city undetected when large groups of pilgrims leave after the Passover celebration. They are ashamed of their cowardice. They are lost. They’ve given up everything to follow their supposed Messiah. He’s dead. It’s over. But something inside wishes it wasn’t. They can’t pretend that Jesus didn’t happen – that his work and message was in vain. But they can’t carry it on without him. They are alone. And the silence and emptiness is overwhelming. What now?

True beggars, actual beggars? Is there, technically speaking, a difference? What is this about? On the street corners, and along the roadsides of too many countries there are people, human beings, standing or sitting, reaching out their hands for something. In our own highly developed country they can be waving hand-written signs at those stopped or passing by. Anything $ Helps.

Isn’t a beggar, a beggar, a beggar? From my experience, it seems there can be a distinction made. But then, my background in philosophy tends to want to clarify things by delineating differences.

Thousands of desperate migrants have been swept up and bused into our city from the southern border. Most are fleeing economic collapse, or systemic violence. They have left all: home, relatives, the culture that identifies them, in hopes of making a better, safer life in our country, which they still see as a land of promise. Sadly, the sheer numbers, and presence everywhere, is hardening people’s hearts here, stealing our usual compassion and generosity. We need to hear these displaced people’s stories. But we need to want to learn names and listen to tales of desperation and hope.

These ragged fugitives, who have never known freezing temperatures or wind-driven snow, for me, are a stark contrast to the marijuana immigrants, with their windproof and waterproof tents and down sleeping bags looking for enough cash to express their freedom though hybrid smokes or candies. Obviously, temporary highs don’t deal with these people’s inner pain. Tomorrow they will be at the same intersection asking for more assistance to try to ease  untouchable hurt.

These latter are not bad people, they just have no clue as to what human life is meant to be about. Both populations beg. One group is unimaginably, desperately needy. The other doesn’t seem to recognize it’s own deeper needs. One group doesn’t know what it has. The other knows what is essential.

The migrants are looking for work so that they can feed, clothe and educate their families, and just live without constant deprivation and/or terror. Some have taken to offering to wash car windshields while traffic is stopped at a light. We who are comfortable see them as a problem. They all challenge our well-established sensibilities and lifestyle. But could there be another layer or level to our discomfort?

In some sense we are all beggars. No one, not one of us, can do well without the help and support of others – as much as we in the US of A hate to admit this. Our very being comes as a loan. We owe. Big time! If we are able to stand at all, we stand on the help and achievements of those who’ve preceded us. It may be that the people, whatever their story, on our street corners and roadsides, with their in-our-face poverty, mirror to us our own neediness. If we haven’t yet accepted our interdependence this reflected image of our own limitations can be frightening and painful. We haven’t learned that no one can “do it themself.”

Several years ago, while living in a L’Arche community in Erie, PA, I was introduced to a style of praying using a beggar’s bowl. In India, and other countries, those who are poor often have a bowl to reach out for alms, and a sack to hold what is given in the course of a day’s begging. Every Lent we have placed a small, slightly battered, old wooden bowl in our prayer corner. As so often happens, I don’t have words to capture all that is moving inside, especially when I reflect on the pain and brokenness of our beautiful world and all it’s suffering people. This can be overwhelming. So, I pick up the bowl and silently hold it in my lap, occasionally lifting it and reaching its emptiness, the emptiness of my own powerlessness, out to God. And we cry together. This simple exercise helps to keep my heart open to be moved by compassion – the compassion of God.

There’s plenty that’s unsettling going on. One particular phenomenon that clutches and tears at my heart is the pervasiveness of people of all ages who seem to be adrift, floundering, lost. Children in kindergarten and in the primary grades already are showing deeply concerning signs of anxiety and depression. Middle-aged men, afraid of having no meaningful place in the world that is evolving, are committing suicide at a rate not seen, perhaps, since the Great Depression. People are breathing in, and succumbing to, an atmosphere of despair.

Masses of young people today behave as if they are “possessed.” They have been taken hold of by a soul-withering sense that they have no worth and no sustainable future. “What difference does it make?” and “Who cares?” can be indicators of something insidious – a complete lack of self-valuing. With this attitude, a person might slide into all kinds of self-destructive modalities. “It doesn’t matter,” becomes a cover for “I don’t matter.” “What difference does it make?” can easily develop into “What difference do I make?” “Who cares?” comes out as a cry, “Who, out there, really cares about me, if I live or die?”

Between continuous world-wide war and the present peril of climate degradation there is basis for anxiety and fear. We can legitimately wonder, who is willing to stop the mutually-assured destruction (M.A.D.); who has the will to make the sacrifices necessary to choose a future for all creatures. Re-asserting a future will require rigorous discipline from a great number of people – putting aside one’s illusions of safety and false sense of comfort. In a crisis, no-one “has it made.” We are all interconnected, and as long as anyone of us is struggling, we all are. We need one another to work for something much better, – a world where everyone has a place; everyone makes a difference.

This kind of transformation demands more than saying the right words. We need to “walk the walk,” not just parrot the right things. It doesn’t help to repeat phrases like: “I care;” “You matter;” “You are wonderful,” etc. if our actions don’t consistently match the words. It’s not about trying to be perfect; we can’t and we aren’t. It’s about following through, apologizing when we fall short, redoubling our efforts to show our love. Then the response to the question,”Who cares?” can be, “I care.” “You are precious, and I’m willing to do whatever it takes to build a beautiful future for you, and with you.” This is what “I love you” means today.