Writing on July 3rd, it’s the Feast of St. Thomas, one of the Twelve, the inner circle of Jesus’ disciples. The personality of the Apostle Thomas, aka Didymus (The Twin), as developed in the accounts of the Gospel of John, seems to be very often misunderstood. First of all, since there is no mention of any other twin among the Apostles, Thomas came to Jesus, and answered the personal call to follow him, but his twin did not. Thomas was decisive. This is the right thing for me to do, even if this means going a way other than that which my twin feels is right and good. Maybe this wasn’t easy for Thomas.
Thomas is briefly mentioned four times in the Fourth Gospel. The first is in Chapter Eleven (John 11:16). Jesus was avoiding Jerusalem and the surrounding towns at the time because the leadership of his people was trying to arrest and kill him. He receives a message that his dear friend, Lazarus, is critically ill. Lazarus lives with his sisters Martha and Mary in Bethany of Judea, a little over six kilometers from the capital city. What to do? Jesus delays. Perhaps he is weighing if this is the right time to put himself in harm’s way again. He may not be able to avoid falling into the hands of those who want to get rid of him.
In the meantime, Jesus comes to understand that Lazarus has died. Now he is ready to go, knowing that what he is about to do will be the last straw for his enemies. Jesus needs to be true to himself and to the mission of love that has been entrusted to him by Abba-God. Bringing Lazarus back from death will be another step of growth for those who follow him. When he announces to his disciples his intention, Thomas is the one who grasps the meaning of this and he says to the others, “Let’s go, too, and die with him.” For Thomas, the way forward is clear. Jesus called us. He’s told us all along that following him will demand that we be ready to give all as he is ready to give all out of love. So, we go!
The second appearance of Thomas on the stage of John’s Gospel is at the Last Supper (John 14:5). Jesus is trying to reassure these, his closest followers and friends, that they do not need to be worried, upset, afraid, troubled by what is about to happen the next day, because – as Jesus has proclaimed from the beginning of his ministry – you have a place in Abba’s love that, if you welcome it, cannot be taken or shaken no matter what. And I’m gong to prepare a special place there for you. I want you to be with me where I am. Jesus then informs them that they already know the way into Abba’s love and presence. Thomas, being consistently concrete, asks “How can we know the way, since we don’t know the location to which you are going.” Jesus responds, “I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life.” Just keep following me, step-by-step.
Thomas takes center stage during the third reference to him (John 20:24-29), the one we are probably most familiar with. This passage is regularly used to give Thomas an undeserved bad reputation. It’s Sunday evening (the same day Jesus was raised from the dead) and Jesus has appeared to his disciples. Instead of scolding them for their cowardice, denial, and abandonment, he greets them with peace, and in this, offers them a clear example of the forgiveness he is about to entrust to them. Don’t hold anything against anyone. Forgive as freely as I forgive you. Thomas is not in the room with the others. Why not?
The disciples have hid themselves away behind locked doors out of a deep dread that the authorities that crucified Jesus want to kill them too. Thomas is out in the streets. Perhaps he is getting food and water for the cowering crowd. Perhaps he is trying to discover if they really are in serious trouble because of their close association with Jesus. Instead of hiding, he’s out doing something, anything, to help their situation. When he returns, before he can report what he’s been doing, the others, extremely excited, talking all at once, shout at him, “We have seen the Lord!” This is the last thing Thomas expected to hear.
He responds, “Unless I can see and probe his very real and fatal wounds, I can’t and won’t trust what you have to say.” The others have had the experience of Jesus alive, with them, just moments before. Thomas has not. The last he knew, Jesus had been tortured and executed by the deadly efficient Roman forces. Have you all gone mad? As our former pastor comments every year when this gospel is proclaimed, “Thomas isn’t doubting Jesus, he’s questioning his companions.”
Thomas’s common sense, as always, is his guide. When Jesus shows up again a week later, Thomas is there. Jesus, knowing Thomas deeply, offers his hands and side for Thomas to touch. He doesn’t need to. Thomas responds with a profound credo, “My Lord and my God.” The Gospel writer offers the next line to us, “Blessed are those who, without seeing me in the flesh, believe.”
The final mention of Thomas is a cameo in the final chapter of this gospel, a chapter that was obviously added at a later time (John 21:2). Simon Peter is restless and, not having specific directions from Jesus about what t0 do next, decides to go back fishing. It’s what he knows better than anything else in life. Some of the other disciples of Jesus choose to go along – whether they’re fishermen or not – perhaps to humor Peter, who, with his temperament, wasn’t always peaceful to be around. Maybe getting Peter back into a boat will calm him – or not. The first disciple mentioned to accompany Peter is Thomas. Pragmatic Thomas.